I don't know, I've never considered myself so important that I needed to blog about my bodily functions on a regular basis or post links to pictures of my possessions, but I feel good about what I do for a living and the fact that on occasion I can help people. Hopefully someday you'll find a way of better coping with the outside world and figure out that the rage you direct at others is really a sense of sadness and frustration with yourself. Until then, the rest of us will just have to keep feeling sorry for you and generally ignoring your posts.